Sweethearts!!!! How are you all ? (I need to work on my intros😂). So I am here with my Playlist.. Some of you might find it inspiring and amazing because I do while some of you might find it as a regular Playlist but please don’t. They are arranged in no particular order.

  • Problems – Nasty_C ft Erik Rush​
  • Squad goals- Nasty_C ​​
  • Don’t do it – Nasty_C ​
  • Scars to your beautiful – Alessi a Cara​
  • Shana Wilson –  Give me you​
  • Fight song – Rachel Platten​​
  • Unrequited love – YUNA​
  • Purpose – Justin Beiber​
  • Love me too much – Travis Greene​​
  • Conqueror – Empire cast ft Estella and Jussie Smollet
  • To my future wife-Jon Bellion​
  • Mirrors – Justin Timberlake ​
  • IIt’s not over (when God’s in it) – Aaron Lindsey 
  • Pain-Ship Wrek ft Mia Viale​

MUSING:My Future Husband’s Father 

Hey lovely people how are you all doing and hope the weather is good to you?!!!!! 

Well I have decided to share my recent walking on the road kinda thought with you instead of a be yourself post. So I was walking along my street when I saw this guy really scolding a lady who I think was his girlfriend, talking about how unpretty and lousy she was, how his father would have put her in her place if he was there.. All this happened in few seconds and I really don’t like to be where street drama holds so I didn’t put so much meaning to it until I got home and a lot from that scene flashed through my memory . 

I began to wonder what my future father in-law was doing that could make or mar my dreams of building a home with the opposite sex. 

Was he beating up his wife right in front of my future husband? 

  • Does he find it reasonable and mature to not appreciate his wife? 
  • Does he tell his son he has no place in the kitchen even when his wife is sick? ​
  • Does he take his wife on dinner dates or even get her the little gifts just to show his son the need to appreciate his wife? 
  • Does he strive to work hard enough just so he’s son would want to be like him rather than choose a wreckless life? ​
  • Does he teach his son that women are to be respected and not used as items in a briefcase? ​
  • Does he teach his son to pray hard? 
  • Does he tell his son it’s enough to get drunk and demand for sex forcefully from his wife?​
  • How does he talk to his wife when she tries to chip in an idea? ​
  • Has he built a wall of confidence and self love around my future husband?
  • Does  his   father see the true essence of being legally married because most marriages are get an apartment and church wedding later and we ladies don’t get to wear our dream gowns because we are too blindly in love and see everything he says as right ​

I could go on and on and on with my fears because growing up I always dreamt of having a husband who will be caring and dedicated to being a great father and friend but with society today I get really scared. Most fathers forget they aren’t just training sons but also future husband and fathers and whether  we like it or not boys will learn to be men from the definition of men they got from their fathers. So now let’s all start praying that our Father inlaws are chasing those dreams and telling the hustle tales to their sons and that the sons caught in the wrong situations will try to fight to get better. See you in my next post. ​


So i was reminiscing about alot today and I felt really disappointed in myself for those times I would get so mad at God just because my parents didn’t get me something I wanted, I couldn’t go to certain places, I could not eat whatever I wanted when I wanted to, because my parents had quarrels and I just felt like OK my parents have started o and I would question why they are even my parents, times when I couldn’t pay for certain stuff at school because my parents will say it is a waste of money so I just concluded that they hated me and so on. Looking at these situations am like have I really suffered? Have I even been through anything at all? And the answer is no because if I felt bad during times like that it’s only because I let myself feel bad. I watched a video today and it opened my eyes to what suffering means truly. Suffering is being blind to the presence of God and hope and jumping into prostitution , suffering is being persecuted for loving God, it is watching someone you love being shattered to pieces, it is saying you love prostitution to a customer who leaves their home to find love at a brothel just because  you want to get paid, it is being on drugs just because you feel useless and don’t deserve any good  thing in life . 

We should really stop making a big deal out of the little problems we face and spend that energy on being better.. Stand up and stay positive, pray harder, believe in yourself, let God be the reason you dream of being great. 

Don’t spend so much at the club and when something bad happens you cry and curse God. How come you did not remember God when you were having fun?

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